DAY ONE...

I have never been able to really workout. It's the soreness that ruins it for me. I don't mind the daily ritual - as long as it is in reason. Being sore is a HUGE turnoff though. As I have been out of a job, and I HATE HATE  HATE my body, I decided to use my time wisely. Cleaning the house daily and reading is getting boring and redundant. I see that my fiance looks at me different and I want to be thin for him again. I want to be fit for my daughter. I want to be a great example. I want to walk around in my underwear and take showers with Andrew again without wanting to cry.

Today at nap time begins my 30 day shred journey with Jillian Michaels. I'll be posting measurements and weights in this. I will also be posting my over dramatic reactions and feelings. SO here we go.

Lillie is officially down at 11:45.

Jillian Michaels is a BITCH. I got the workout down and have sweat in my eyes. I think this is going to go far with me. I had to keep the time open on the video so I could tell myself, just a few more minutes! Every workout that got hard I had to say out loud, "You're going to be thin, Kellie. You're going to walk around in your underwear and not feel ashamed, Kellie.  You're going to wear a bathing suit next year, Kellie. You're going to LIVE, Kellie." I GOT THIS. Tomorrow will be harder, but I'm doing this thing and seeing it through.

Measurements on day one :
Weight : 158.5 lbs.
Bust : 38"
Chest : 33.5"
Waist : 34"
Hips : 43 "
Thighs : 26.5"
Knees : 16"
Calves : 14"
Upper Arm : 13.5"
Forearm : 10"